Change clothes and watch play game. Pig eats all chicken on tloor as I watch when you change your cosplay for the game //// You clean bus windshields for a living. You also live right next to a bus stop. You spend time with your friend all day by the bus stop chatting before doing intermittent work. The two friends were like aero gros m except they were called monero or something. There was no wall between me and neighbor. Beforehand I spend time Let's climb up to the rooftop together on a windy day for an impromptu group suicide. / Feel sick like shit. Gonna draw all day. Slept 20:00-05:00 give or take. I need to keep a better policy of mask wearing at airports, concerts, grocery stores. My immune system is so crap. I wish I didn't feel peer pressured by my friend group and family I can't believe I came up with the bus cleaning thing on my own. It has such Hello Girl vibes. Tristan was dev of some cowboy game. He became a cat. //// I woke up crying for help as my classmates beat me to death. The teacher did nothing. I'm sure he was eager to see me gone. /// Lucid dream in school activated by WBTB. Ask a classmate where Serval is near the buses and have her pointed out after the student mistakes her for a guy. We hug, then when I open my eyes we are in a death trap and I am being crushed. I am crushed to death. Odd way for it to end I must admit 20;00-08:00 I seem to have fucked up my sleep schedule. I have some appointments early in the morning next month. Maybe I can loop it back around before I need it again. Three days of lucid dreaming in a row. Pretty happy with myself. I'd like to get more creative with things while maintaining within the boundaries of what I can do. Really unsure where to take it from here. I really do believe in the whole imagination and memory thing influencing fidelity. I have ideas but they are very scattered. I've never read a lucid dreaming wiki or guide, but this kid I met the other week suggested it could be useful, and hell, maybe it could be. His tip about talking to individuals in the world was helpful to say the least. I'll try to keep it in mind... Getting up for real now. Gonna just drink juice for breakfast, then soda with sandwiches? It's been a beautiful couple of days. I should go on a quick walk. /// Sunday 00:38 Diary: I did exactly what I wanted. It was a perfect day. Tomorrow I'll finish drawing. Then only small programming and writing fixes and everything is done. I'm not sure what the future holds. I told myself I'd stop caring so much about dreaming once I finish this thing and now I'm on the precipice. Is this goodbye to dreaming? Will alarms, drugs, and healthy sleep schedules ruin it all? Beauty is fleeting.