Let's go kill trans kids as a joke attempted be made at group base all therapy Sweden beats America but epic fail when I'm involved \[17:58\] I chatted casually with someone \[17:58\] I told Malik I cheered him in from my window. \[17:59\] Holly called me but I declined the call \[17:59\] A rapper forced me at gunpoint to listen to their music emma — 2024/03/09 19:21 I declined sexual advanced on favor of emotional security from a mam after I gave him a ride home. He tore the head and limbs off my favorite stuffed animal and began raping me. I woke up screaming. 2024年3月10日 emma — 2024/03/10 0:10 Alfie danced and he was so pretty and cool. We were in a call but during it I realized it was hallucination and perspective change? I woke up in the dream and started the real call emma — 2024/03/10 1:35 My girlfriend and I were walking down the street. We ran into protestors suggesting cis women be prioritized or valued just as much as trans women. I didn't get all of it, but suddenly she tells them off after running ahead of me and stopping in their tracks that I walked side by side. The picket sign girl starts guessing here name and says Jake trying to Deadname a stranger. We walk off and it was at this point I realized she was even trans at all. emma — 2024/03/10 1:51 The class was watching destiny go through reading some lage or document. There is this app he uses to track all his reading of web pages and add percent and notes like Khan academy or something. There is a mascot sort of guy for each subject o guess. And the teacher on the screen sees that I tell asleep and calls me by my Deadname. I pretend to keep sleeping and the teacher moves on but another student goes in to protect me . Then others say why are you protecting them they're just blocking the screen they should leave if they're sleeping. By the end I submit and wake myself up for them \[1:52\] Earlier in the night I was chatting with destiny in his room and he had his face cam on. I ended up being in the background when I left the room with just a shirt on. They must have thought in chat destiny was fucking me or something. \[1:52\] Many interesting dreams today   A pole of ice floats through the air over an abyss through extremely strong wind. It tears through the clothes and hair of the girl clasping into it as it races what must be over a hundred miles per hour. At the points where the girl's hands and feet grasp desperately at the rod, the ice melts faster until resembling first perhaps a stalactite, forcing her to hang her belly over the top as it melts downwards. Before it can melt the final portion, her body moves through the dark into a nighttime forest, a railyard full of trains appear. She jumps from the rod and tumbles onto the roof of a train. This train continues its slow pace along the rails and relieves the girl's muscles. She may sleep. A steep hill with cars drifting down the asphalt. I beckon to my dog who weaves through traffic as I fight my fear of heights and we slide down. Various students have been disappearing. The reason was due to a new school opening by a mysterious figure who indiscriminately but unbeknownst to anyone brainwashed children with the color yellow. If you saw this color or this particular shade, you fell under his control. They tried to spread it to me, but I saw in their eyes. I was on the second floor of Mom's house, however other children were here? I beat the possessed and previous friend and destroyed the bones in their limbs. I expect when they return to their body they will regret my decision. I go downstairs to chase out these possessed students. They cite sending large boxes full of paper printed with the color with our and other's return addresses around the city. Mom's husband says this to be impossible. I shower. (編集済) \[11:07\] ‎ I stole the rollerblading uniform of a random girl's locker in the locker room beside the cafeteria while students were having class. I would be able to use this uniform to join a small gym class around a large bowl. I ran about and picked up high speed while I traced along the ribbed edge. There were in all about five or six other girls skating as well as the teacher. One girl had Alien 9 skates. Some girls danced in unison. I felt the air against me and weaved my knees side to side when avoiding anyone I came into contact with. By the end we were sent back towards the locker rooms from which I had just stolen. It couldn't have been easy to just return stolen clothes... No, they must be looking for them somehow... My mother was here. Why was she here. She recognized me and stated to my classmates idly that I was so pretty despite not being a real girl. I felt a little sick since I didn't know anyone else and wanted to be stealth with them. Another stranger comes in and straight up asks if she thinks I pass. Ugh. I leave for the bathroom, unsure what to do. I feel the need to puke. What is wrong with me. (編集済) emma — 2024/03/10 22:16 There is a large building or museum. Students gather to run into hallways forbidden. The floor has an endless death below. One such person does die. I get together with Wawo who protects me while we watch a movie. It is live action and keeps repeating. I am dressed at first names but then clothe in a dress \[22:19\] A circular stage then a kitchen and lower windows like high scjool \[22:20\] I am together with a masked Arianna. I'm in love \[22:20\] Many popular guys and girls try to get me in their cliques