started working at this area in the desert north of me. might take the bus there or run there. it's the new year. i started school too. when \[older brother\] came back from california he kissed my cheek. i bathed in the same bathroom as an undocumented mexican lady giving birth. i got someone else's property when i asked for mine at my desk or locker. my teacher thought i was at least partially asian. i watched many playback and recording of myself at tournaments on youtube.