This a story or cb about when a girl grows up from the ages of seven to thirteen and realizes she's a lesbian. She went to the lake with her father in a return trip home and found about the path being somewhere else on the other side of the mountain because this was too steep. There were fish in the hotel and her hair was wet and everyone seemed emotionless or killing towards the fish but she saved them in water plastic zip love or a bottle while you g until too large. Many fish torture cruel and eat then. At the lake. Took my sister because it was girls only. Caught a fish in a bag. Released it in the water. Gathering mail for dad left in the woods on a mountain.