I went back in the past, but it meant losing my friends from the present. I don't know how easy it would be to make them back, if there was a point, or if they would understand where I'm coming from. I realized how heavy and difficult my things were as a teenager. They're much better nowadays. I still feel the same emotions as a teenager. I don't think I can get people to believe I'm from the future because I don't remember anything in particular on any date. I feel the most torn about my old friends ignoring my new self or never caring about me because I'm just a stranger. I wonder how I could convince them I'm from the future without scaring them. If given the choice to go back and redo childhood, I don't know if the benefits would outweigh the consequences. I also don't know if I would be able to make better choices, or what they look like besides, I dunno, eating my vegetables and turning in my homework or something? Later on, I was basically boiling ground beef at my workplace in a manner resembling spaghetti, but my employer showed me the correct way that I wasn't doing. I didn't have my phone to take notes, and felt naked because of that.