It was Halloween and I took pictures from behind of mentha in the staff room of a s eatery that she worked at through the window. She would just stare at this whiteboard and think. The whiteboard said don't die or something amusingly encouragable. She turned around and saw me in the bushes and had this upset seeming face. I immediately logged out of the app but she must have saw my name. She released a video on discord describing respectable people then describing someone not respectedable: [OLD YOUTUBE NAME]. Someone who lets you be alone in peace with the window open. I went to the restaurant before then but there were just two separate tables of one person waiting for their food. She was trying not to have a mental breakdown and fed them cookies. I had brought my whole family to the restaurant that seemed tbe sizd of a closet and they took the cookies before leaving without knowing that I cared a lot about mentha and was worried for her. I went onto the discord to apologize but everything was so loud and my family was berating me. I yelled at them asking if I should just kill myself for ignoring the guests which felt so used and weak because I threatened it too many times. Dad took my phone. Someone wearing I wish I was bunny shirt. The point before sleep that your thoughts become an unintelligible mess that feels so coherent and disappears instantly A sea platform. I'm told my neighbor is like reviewbrah since he shows concern for me. I clip through a closing garage to trick them to believe I'm crushed. Dad's bed blocks front door. Alfie and I dmi drop him into ocean when we are grasping onto a ledge after falling and then put the ladder down for him. Many bicycles on a cliff and people locked. A wolfs hand climbs the ladder and I run but Alfie says gosh this guy is hot he'll probably join our team but I still run but anyway before we can burn the lock shit permanently he does jooj our team. We go into space and do a shmup. Hyper light travel causes so many bugs in green and other on the ship insect seeming body.