Followed Enox around in some 3D puzzle game. Tried to watch a movie with Dad. Because he did not backup his computer data, Dad lost all of it to hacking. He believed I was the cause of it however, and lashed out in me no matter how much reason I gave. Dad had had enough of me. He confiscated all of my belongings, even as much as I pleaded to him I needed them for the school assignment due today. He organized them into piles he thought were appropriate without any sensitivity for me so that he could sell them and keep the money for himself. He took my medicine and threw it into the trash. I kept banging my head against the wall and trying to kill myself in retaliation but was too much of a pussy, and each time Dad beat me more and destroyed more of my things. Redacted Woke up screaming. I self harm because nothing else gets me heard. Even self harming won't get me heard, it just makes things worse. I'm thrown away like I'm nothing. We have not made up, and I am not rid of the trauma you caused me.