I dreamed about some hoodlums seeking judgement and growing after their crime in a world where you can be clones and brought back to life I'm in the ocean. Minecraft. Fish. Need to breathe. I'm pretending to be a police officer inadvertently whole trying to find something in an abandoned island I dreamed about kissing Ivo. I remember telling him I love him. I dreamed of other boys kissing one another at a house party in my backyard. They went upstairs to teach one another what they knew. I'm recording everyday of my life for my diary and suicide note. I remember my text messages with Arianna. I remember our first kiss. A kid on the street in the middle of the night while I look at the buildigs is playing with their paper rabbit friend helping to kick with them back and forth across the street with their skateboard. A girl and rabbit. Dawn I was outside in the dark looking at the houses. I feel out of place. I feel trapped and like the world doesn't belong to me. I end up in a black and white world. I walk up the stairs and am caught by mom and dad and hunie who celebrate my birthday they give me what seems like marshmallows in a bag teasing that it's marijuana. Then hubie comes to eat it and I put it away in the like if laundry on the beside beside me. I feel like this is Trevor's room. I see in black and white. Seriously. A sorta organ or accordion music plays. Sad Mom's friend having party. Many people there including Lexi who is trans now. I have some fun moments but mostly am confused and disoriented. I want to chat and make friends but j don't and leave.. Rainbolt in animal crossing and you guess locations in Nintendo games. I lull up in my car and hes in the garage sleeping with sunglasses under an embrella. I have to physically wake him up. Bes a cute dog and we do games. Unable due to disorientation to talk to people at party so I slept through class and saw the teacher's secret backroom Angie was blind