A place for storing the images and thoughts, and imaginary thoughts, that do not have a home yet, be that because they're unorganized or because they're literal nonsense that would belong on tumblr if they weren't cherished so much.
The Internet and youth is just one big phase of throwing stuff at the wall and seeing what sticks I guess. I shouldn't complain. I just don't like passivity. Maximalist presence in minimalist presentation somehow? I don't know what any of these words mean.
So now in episode 25 after that we know now that Nanako got into the sorority because Ichinomiya wanted to destroy the relationship she misunderstood as love between the former and her christened and titular おにいさま. Whether that be through appeals to a character of innocence I described a few days ago, or through violence, finally now, through making a mess of the girl's feelings with kisses and affection.
Purpose and identity as an individual found in community, stability, consistent expectations that don't sting in a displeasing way. Maybe they just dull the pain. Statements made in a moment, impersistent, to define and characterize the self and push around in the vacuum. Messages and records of a time and place without label and left only for the viewer as is. Little black dots wandering around. Product of everything and only close enough to The Truth in the cleanroom. Hatch. Fly. Perch. Die.
Rise, Children! Jump out from the bed and throw off the sheets into the window's morning breeze! The springtime of youth only comes around once, and needs to be raped while the life is still coursing through bulging veins! Watermelon at the height of summer, apples autumn, oranges winter, and mango spring! Baskets of fruit pour from the rafters, raise your chins and make kebab with your antennae my insect brothers and sisters!
"Tomoko, you wouldn't believe it! In the middle of the entire classroom, this kid just stood up out of nowhere and started giving some insane speech to the teacher and class. Yeah, the Croatian transfer student. What was his name? Mamima... Mamumi... Yeah, Mamiya! It was such a sudden change of personality too, I almost couldn't help but start laughing. He spoke about this Robot Project of sorts which was going to predict the end of the world? Yeah, I'm not kidding, you can even ask Mariko, she was sitting right next to me! You should have been there. It got so bad that he picked up this flower pot by the window and threw it! Once he finished, he just ran out of the room like that. What a day! It beats another of Iida Sensei's Roman history lectures that's for sure!"
"There are no men, women, guys or gals in my town! They're all fat and old! Nobody in this country holds the values I do, holds the thoughts and views I do! You can tell just by the way they look... the way they act... They're all vulgar, unable to understand the true meaning of life and death! The world is going to end, Alfie! I'm going to be killed by these Croatians, but soon they'll find me a martyr! A messiah! Don't you see now? The education system, the media, they're all hiding the truth that only I can see, that only I can feel!"
This is Hokage between his nursing classes pretending to study but he is actually making a video teaching others how to find what will turn out to be just lots of porn CGs...
You come to me on the day of my sister's birthday to ask me for help with your little YouTube video? Tsk tsk tsk. I'm a very busy lady, I'll have you know. Every minute of my time is worth hundreds of buckeroos. sip Hmm, yes. Alphonse! Get our guest some cranberry juice. You're not allergic to anything, are you Karlo? Oh don't worry, I didn't ask anyone to slip poison into the drink. Look, I'll drink from it too. Now you can get a 間接キス. Maybe the genius will rub off on you.
